Captivating…Me
“He (God) loves your vulnerabilty, as any Lover does. He loves it when you share your truest heart’s desire with him.” ~ By Captivating page 118
As I was reading Captivating, this sentence popped out and spoke to me volumes. In the midst of everyone and doing and realizing that the person I thought would want to get to know me the most, actually hardly talks to me deeply, just made me realise why Quality Time & Conversation is so important to me and why I react quite badly when I don’t receive it from the people who I value in my life.
Yet to know that there is still one person whose fiery, deep and passionate love for me never dies, is the one thing that keeps me alive. It’s never easy to grow up, never easy to be a girl and emotional, never easy to juggle all the different roles but I can lay it all down at the feet of Jesus, who loves me so deeply that He sees me for who I am, His Beloved, and not what I do. Jesus take the first initiative to pursue me, to romance me, to talk to me and to speak to me so uniquely and cherish me…without me doing anything but just being the Beauty that I am to Him. =) I am special to Him.
Truly, I’ve not shared my deepest desire for a long time…people have asked but none have taken the time that is needed to bring out the precious thoughts out from the depths my heart. I will uncover it before the Lord…for He is close to the brokenhearted.
Littlelamb
